trust........

Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said

Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
This sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again,
She repeats let's be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I must confess

I try to let go, but I know
We'll never end 'til we're dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust


How could this be happening to me
I'm lying when I say "Trust me"
I can't believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering

Absolutely nothing we trust

.........

It's been rainin' since you left me
Now I'm drownin' in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I'll give up...........

I will love you baby
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always...............

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye...................................

dont cry....

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had...baby...

HaTe U VeRY MuCh.........................!!

Aq x taw pun koe guna nma aq untuk koe apply broadband celcom toe.....!
bila aq mok byr hutang broadband digi toe n apply modem bru kakak kat counter toe ckp adik x ble tkar modem bru melainkan byr htang broadband yg tertunggak...!
Arh?punya aq terkejut....!
rpanya2 hutang kat celcom..nma pun siap kna blacklist.....!!
bkin mlu sak koe nie geng pkai nma org tp membyrnya pyh....!!
thu larh tym kita kpel aq pkai bb gna nma koe...
tp every months aq byr bha toe htang bb...!
nma koe aq jga bgus2....!
tp nma aq?
na...
siap kna blacklist lgi.....!!
3 bulan tertunggak geng...
aq kna byr rm180...
koe bgi aq duit langsaikan htang toe rm100 sak.....!
means koe htang aq rm 80.....!!
mcm tda2 sak respon dri koe bila mok byr duit aq....!!
dah larh duit toe aq mok pkai tuk bli brg aq....!
skli...na?kepunan sua aq gra2 koe.....!
koe bgi aq modem yg sim nya enda boleh pkai nie....!
aq p lgi  celcom centre mengurus sim toe...!
dah larh jauh tmpt toe..pnas lgi...
ish....Tuhan sak taw btpa geramnya aq dgn koe geng....!
tp enda pa,yg pnting slsai sua mslh bb toe.....!!
nsib bek kita sua tkar modem, koe pkai digi aq pkai celcom...!
kalau enda pyh lgi aq mengurusnya nnti.....!!
hohohoho.....
wtf.......................!!

SHe...

since the day i get to know you,
i can feel something special in you,
something rare and outgorgeous from you,
everday under the moonlight i think of you,
make me smile when i think about you,
i'm so happy lord gave me the chance to know you,
the big and shining eyes of you,
sweet smile and stunning face from you,
makes me melt every time i watch the picture of you,
for you,
maybe i would kill somebody just to own you,
but i just dont know whats my feelings towards you,
its all mixed up because of you,
because of you,
i cant sleep when i think about you,
my head cant never erase the beutyness in you,
i've dreamt twice that i met you,
everytime i breath in and out,
i breath to live just to know whats the condition of you
thats all i can say about you,
i know its hard for me to say that i love you,
but my heart say yes u do
the person in me loves you.

BY:aRiF aStOvIa....

(Love tHIs PoEmS...)
HeHeHe...

Dreams of Dreams

Dream.. Dream.. And Dream...

What a very dreamy life i'm currently facing.. 

makes me float in the air even i was not born with a pair of wing..

 I'm in the mood of happy just remind me back in history when i was pushed rapidly on a swing..

 My life was not at the best of everything..

I am very grateful with god with every second that HE have been giving...

Teenage dream to be like  other girls to feel happy end up to be so hurting..

 The guy that i used to date when i was young and still schooling.. 

Something had happen when i was too soft and caring... 

But the result i got and will never ever be the part of my forgiving..

Even if he stands on his banded knees and begging.. 

A "NO" will be my answer this type of human being...

In my heart and in my thought i can i never stop to think...

 Think of a guy that is a part of me now that change the truth of Loving.. 

It is just the start of my 2nd attempt where i put my hope, my trust and my believing ... 

Something which is very hard for me to put as a betting..

 In The  name of Happiness i put you  in all of my praying..

 A pray that forever we will never meet its ending...

My Education is the part of journey  and my daily routine...

Something my parents that on me they are hoping..

 A dream of to see me graduate in the course i'm currently taking... 

This will be as my target to make they proud and keep on smiling... 

My life and time i spare to focus on my studying.. 

I will try my best to graduate and find places future i will be working.. 

To repay daddy and mommy in raising me..

 Teachers the way life which i'm currently holding and surviving..

I'm just an ordinary girl with a dream to keep and dreams to be fulfill..

 Taking care the dreams with all my will.. 

Every passion and effort at my best i will spill.. 

And every close network of will share what i feel...

*this all for today's share on DREAMS....
Have a nice day to others and Assalamualaikum to all Muslims.. :)

Renungan Bersama...

Rina da dgr berita kat tv3 td...topik yg hangat diperkatakan ialah berkaitan dgn Shisha....!
Tahu kah anda bhwa shisha mengandungi 400 juta bhan yg boleh memudaratkan kesihatan kpda mereka yg mengamalkannya,dan lbih berbahaya berbanding rokok.....!!
shisha jgak ble menyebabkan jangkitan penyakit TIBI...
salah seorg remaja telah di temuramah dgn selambanya menjawab,shisha boleh menenangkan fikirannya dan membuat drinya menjdi khayal...???
wajar kah remaja tersebut menjwb sedemikian?
remaja2 dluar sna sama ada lelaki atau perempuan,jauhi lah Shisha...!
renung2kan dan selamat beramal................!!

ApY......!!

Today I got a present from my bestie for my birthday.....!!
He give me a cute teddy bear.....!!
very cute...!!
 I like it so much....hehehe..
(Flowres Pristhefia Ballad)

Love Story...

27.Disember.2010....
Tarikh yg sngt bermkna bt rina bila rina fallen in love wit sme1.....!!
jejaka nie larh dpt menambat aty rina sbb dya seorg lelaki yg caring,sweet,bek aty n sopan sntun orgnya wlaupun sbuk dgn kerjayanya....!kdg2 rina rsaw jgak fikiran ttg dya sbb dya jauh dri rina....
nk jmpa dya pun pyah....tp rina ykin,wlaupun bercnta ngan org jauh nie org kata pnuh risiko,tp rina berani tnggung smua toe krna ianya mengajar kita erti kesabaran,kesetiaan dan keyakinan terhdap pasangan kita....!!rina hrap hbgan rina dgn psngan rina akan kekal slma-lmanya...InsyaAllah...
love n miss him too much(Muazzam Shah Bin Zuljadan)

Mixed up Introduction..

This will be my introduction to my first post..

Hi,
This is my first post of my entire life,
I'm Fresh to this blogging world,

Basically i don't have any idea what i should do,
Officially requested by my tutor to make a blog,
So it is more like a project for my upcoming work assessment,
Okay i think this should be a good start for me of why I'm creating this blog...

Basic info about me i want to share for anyone that drop in here,
I was born the February 10th 1992.

Date of start blogging is today February 10th 2011 

which according to my calculation I'm 19 y/o at this moment.

Sarina Abdul Hadi is the name given since my mom gave birth to me,
My religious and spiritual views of me is a Muslims.

I believe ALLAH is my only god

Peoples that have been inspired me most in my life:
1. Prophet Muhammad S.A.W

2. My Parents always be my superheros when i need them the most
3. My siblings that always around me in cherish and sad moments

4. The Fantastic 4 BFF always with me wherever i go..

I think this will be it for now.. mixed up of introduction about me and my blogging world..
hoping this blog will never die as i will try my best to share stories that crosses trough my mind that i can arrange my words to be a stories that will be an informative for all..

I will end this with Assalamulaikum and have a nice day..